last night went from being the best nights of my life to becoming the end of my life. stupid decissions were made, drunk driving + cops = FUCKED. oh and not to mention my dad just happening to fucking drive by. ive never seen my ddad so dissapointed in me. talking to him i could see that he was heartbroken, having to pick up his drunk 18 year old daughter from the cops. im a dissapointment to this family. no longer have any trust left. not to mention my curfew will be 11 in my last summer with some people i may never see again. i dont know how it got to this point. everything is so fucked up right now. i dont think i have ever cried so much in my entire life. this is the end. what a downfall.